SEVENTH YEAR
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Post by damien vincent nott on Nov 26, 2013 5:51:32 GMT
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SEVENTH YEAR
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Post by damien vincent nott on Nov 26, 2013 5:58:06 GMT
Calm, collected Damien Nott does not know what to do.
First entry in the new book and I've already screwed up. Talking in third person make no sense in a journal.
But it's true nonetheless. Last year at Hogwarts and I don't know what I'm going to do about my little family problem. Not that anyone notices, or would care if they did. Maybe Dahl, though I'd never be able to tell her something like that. Not when the family relies so much on me. Perhaps father doesn't particularly rely on me, but he does expect me to make what he believes are the right decisions.
What if I don't? What sort of madness will take place?
Should I even care?
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SEVENTH YEAR
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Post by damien vincent nott on Nov 27, 2013 8:27:37 GMT
If there's a hell, my name is probably somewhere near the top of the list.
Of course that shouldn't be surprising. I'm a seventh year Slytherin and am expected to join the Death Eaters. I'm to become a sort of version of my father. Expected to carry on his work if he ever dies. If he dies he can go to hell, too.
Hopefully I'll be a smarter version of my father, if it comes to having to be him. Theodore Nott is not a stupid man, but I like to think I'm a little more tactful.
But if I wasn't destined for a tortured afterlife, if there is an afterlife, then I certainly am now. I was in the Astronomy Tower and Laurel showed up. She's dating Lestrange. Even if he is an insane asshole, I probably shouldn't have feelings for his girlfriend. Or feelings at all for anyone.
Truthfully, it's a little scary. I don't think I've ever felt like this for anyone before, and it's really, for lack of a better phrase, freaking me out.
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