Post by Amara Koa on Mar 14, 2014 1:44:57 GMT
---A life lived in fear is a life half lived. ---
AMARA NICOLETTE KOA
Even as they sat there Alistrina was trying to think of a way to make things up to Alexander for one she already had in the works her own romantic dinner for the two of them, she even got together with his secretary to make sure he would be free that night. She did not want to think this marriage would end it could't. Yes things between them were strained at best but she had started to get back in to the swing of things attending parties sending gifts. Alistrina was keeping herself busy because if she slowed down she would have time on her hands and if she had time on her hands she would be thinking of the state of her life and how much work it was going to take to fix her marriage. Yes it was work but it was work she was more then happy to do. Her life with Alexander meant a lot to her getting back what they had she wanted that, sure things would never be the same she know that but still the simple moments of walking in the palace garden holding hands or sitting in front of the fire in their room at the palace. But right now she was going to enjoy this lunch with her husband and make the most of it. Yes she had messed up and yes she was going to have to work her backside off to try and make things better but Alistrina was up for it Alexander is the love of her life.
name:Amara Nicolette Koa
age/year: 25
date of birth:October 31st
house/occupation:School Librarin
bloodstatus:Half-blood
wands: TEN INCH BLACKTHORN WOOD DRAGON HEART STRING CORE
broom:The Scarlet Hawk. 45" drawn from a Sassafrass sapling. The broom end is then handtied to create a wizard broom of unparalleled excellence.- - - - - - -
height: 5' 5"
weight: 110 pounds
general description: Being of Hawiian and Greek descent Amara is very naurally tan. She has long shimmering jet black hair that is naturally wavy but she straightens it. She has dark brown almond shapped eyes that are framed by long dark lashes. Despite being only five feet five Nicole has long legs that are toned that lead up to a body that she has taken a lot of care of. She has a stomach that has muscle defanition and as we keep going up her body leads to something she wishes men would stip looking at and look at her eyes her well gifted breast. But what she is most known for is that bright smile that greets students and professors alike when they enter the library.That and she tends to sing when she works and despite being in a library people like her singing voice and say it is soothing. Now when it comes to what she wears that can be anything from high healed boots and a pair of jeans under her robes to a nice long pencil skirt that hugs her hips and body in aall the right places. Amara likes to keep her look classy as she says she is "Classy not traashy". Just because she is the librarian does not mean she has to look dowdy.
face claim: Nicole Scherzinger- - - - - - -
likes:
Reading
Chocolates
Painting
Singing
Coffee
Searching out old rare books
Going for walks along the lake
Bubble baths
Meeting new people
dislikes:
Loud people in the library
When books get damaged
Mean rude people
Liars
Thunder storms
Raisans
Unfairness
Yelling
Durian fruit
strengths:
Smart
Fast thinker
Loyal
Can add fast in her head
Determined
Caring
weaknesses:
Emotions
Crying child
Flying(she can but is bad at it)
Transfiguration
dementor: The day her mother almost died giving birth .They were taken to a muggle hospital and her mothr e almost died of blood loss and her baby brother was too small and died hours later.
boggart: Being old and alone and never having children because she could not get over that fear of hearing her mother almost died trying to have a child.
mirror of erised: To own her own bookstore. To write her own book and to maybe meet that specail someone she can open up to and just be herself and not have to hide being smart or loving books.
amortentia:
Roses
Frresh baked bread
Smell after it rains
Pomagrantes
veritaserum When she was home on a holiday break from school a friend of her brothers tried to attack her in her family's garage and he had pressed her against the wall and Amara had grabbed a piece of pipe from a work bench and hit him in the back of the head with it twice to get him off.The kid did not die but he is a premananet vegatable now in a muggle nursing home..Nobody in the magical world knows of this in the muggle world she was cleared of any miss doings.
She gave up the chance to go to a famous muggle perforing arts school for the chance to study magic at Hogwarts. She had won awards and competitions for her singing and dancing but this was not her passion it was her mothers who tried to live through her daughter and isnt happy she chose magic over a muggle career.- - - - - - -
mother:Lucinda Koa(Nee Kesteral)/47
father:Kealoha Koa/ 50
siblings:Honi Koa 29/ Cristoforo Koa (Died hours after birth)
pets:Snow white owl named Glacier
history:By The time Lucinda and Kealoha were blessed with a daughter they already had a son who was four named Honi and he was very happy to have a sister he kept thinking she was a baby doll and kept trying to change her clothing. Growing up Amara knew her family was different she used to see her father do things and by the time she was five Amara found out that not only was her father a wizard but she had gained that talent as well and so did her older brother Honi. Her mother did not seem too thrilled but she married in to the family so the poor girl did not see the big deal. Her family did travel between Greece where her mother was from and Hawaii where her father was from, buy the age of seven she had already been in dance classes and singing lessons for two years as she begged her dad to let her stop he told her we do it to keep her mother happy.But the one thing Amara loved were the magic lessons from her father and Uncle they found this little girl was gifted in math, Potions and most of all she was reading about Transfiguration.The Koa children were well versed in both muggle and magical ways of life Lealoha wanted his kids well rounded Lucinda was pushing more of the muggle life.
So it was no surprise when the time came for Amara to go to school she was so super happy she was going to get to follow Honi to Hogwarts a magic school all the way in Europe in Scotland she thought so when it was school time her family moved to Greece and spent time with her mothers side of the family. When it came time for her to be sorted she prayed to be with her bother in Ravenclaw but te hat sent her to Gryffindor.At first Amara had problems with people from other houses calling her names for not being a pureblood but, soon she began to stand out as someone who was good in Arithmancy and Potions. The young Gryffindor was also happy to be away from the pressure her mother put on her to spend more time singing and dancing. Then something happened that would shape her life at school and there after going home for the holidays in her second year she ended up sitting next to a young boy from Hufflepuff. She sat at a seat with a table and offered him some Oyzo Greek hard candies that came in all sorts of flavors some of them sour. That little gesture started a friendship that would last a a lifetime.
Through the holidays they exchanged owls and told each other everything so much that when the holiday was over and they headed back to school Amara and Miles ran at each other and hugged and started to talk so fast other shouldn't understand then. As the years started to move on their friendship began to grow and they were very protective of each other they were each others rock. When she had her first crush on a boy and kissed him first and the boy said ewww nasty and pushed her down Miles came to her rescue and pushed the boy away and shot him a dirty get away look and rushed over helping Amara and telling bad jokes to make her laugh.Then around the holiday time of that year her fourth year Amara got some shocking news her mother was pregnant and it was going to be a little boy and she was happy to be the big sister to have someone to watch out for like her brother did her. She confided in Miles they did everything together in Amara's mind if she did not spend most of her free time with Miles something was wrong, they would study together go to quidditch games together. Even when trouble came up in Care of magical creatures he helped tutor her then some time in her fifth year is when tragedy struck her family.
Her mother Lucinda a muggle had gone in to labor and at first everything was fine her father took her mother to a muggle hospital where the delivery was going normal but then the more her mother pushed the more a train was put on her body and she ripped a blood vessel they had to rush Lucinda in for an emergency c-section to try and save her and the baby. But then she was pulled out of Potions class and they brought Miles too which she thought was weird.It turned our her mother had almost died having her little brother her mother would be ok but the infant by who was named Cristoforo had died two hours after birth his little body was too stressed. She remembered falling in to Miles's arms and breaking down in tears, the school let her go home for two weeks for the funeral and to spend time with her family. With seeing her mother so sick for a whil and her family so full of sadness Amara thought at that moment when she got older why would she have kids if such things could happen if they could take a family member why ? The whole time she was gone Miles send her letters and sweet little gifts so when she came back who was there to greet her but her best friend.
As classes and their lives moved on Amara noticed her and Miles loved reading they spent a lot of free time in the library so much they would be kicked out when it closed. Even when there was a school even if neither had a date they would go with each other then something began to change as Amara spent more time with Miles she began to develop a crush on him. But after what happened with her last school crush she kept this to herself. At moments where she saw other girls talking to him or flirting she would step right in and stop it she needed Miles her Miles but as everything does in life something stepped in this was a relationship she could not block and that was Miles first serious relationship. Yes.Yes Amara herself had a crush on him for a year but she waited and put off telling him and then it was too late. Things started to get serious and Miles was spending less time with her and more time with this girl and now Amara felt abandoned as her Miles time was dwindling.And before she knew it graduation time was upon them and not wanting to go back to a life of pageants and lessons and hearing her mother day her baby boy she lost he would have loved her he would have done what she asked and not abandoned her , Amara took up a job off and started out her adult life as the assistant librarian for Hogwarts nobody knew that library better then her.
She was in her happy place with school she did often visit Miles and send him owls she was happy and placed on a fake smile when he got engaged. She could have kicked herself for not telling him how she really felt.Then when she heard he was going to have a bay she placed on that smile but felt her heart break just a little.But right before the wedding Amara heard the tragic news of Mile's fiance and unborn child dying she did not ask questions she knew he would be going through a great pain. Though their relationship was not what it once was she still cared about him very much and tried to be there but at one point they lost touch and that saddened her since they had been so close for so long.A few years more go by and while there were sporadic owls she did not know really where he was then the very year she was promoted to head Librarian at the school it was like a wish came true.She was working and someone mentioned the cute looked new Ancient Runes Professor and that he was there and when she looked up she could not believe it as Amara ran around the corner and ran at Miles placing him in a long hard hug and then she smacked him upside the head.Now it has been two years as they are starting to get back to where they were before all this drama happened but he has changed he is not the same anymore, but this time things would be different she knew she would have to tell him how she felt because Amara was not going to let this secind chance slip by.Life was going to change and this time for the better.- - - - - - -
alias:Tami Lynn
age: A number between 1 and 000
experience:A whole lot of years
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She looked across the table and saw that eyebrow raised as she returned the look and did the same thing. "Yes well let us hope this little rain we do have does not turn in to a sudden downpour. I would not want you to get sick my love, you are my main concern"She said to him as Alistrina was trying to reassure her husband where her loyalty and heart lay.She was attempting to lay down a foundation that they could build on". I have rolled over during the night and found you gone and I do worry. Alexander please if the pain does get that bad wake me up I don't care what time it is. You are my husband and I as your wife and here to help you through this no matter what".To think of him suffering she was guilting herself feeling so terrible for what happened wishing she could have been there more for him but she wasn't and was now trying to deal with paying that price. She nodded her head as he talked about this herbalist and how she seemed to help him in his healing where magic failed she was glad he found someone to help him heal because after so long to still him suffering was hard.
" Yes whoever tried to kill us on our wedding day is someone who thought this out very well too well and to be honest I worry a lot Alexander about whoever this was trying again. Those months I watched you laying there in bed , so high with fever you had seizures. I would stand there and watch as my new husband the man I love twist and turn and thrash about so bad that at times you broke bones.I sat there holding your hand placing cold cloths on your forehead trying to help, I think I got in the way more then I helped. Your brother at one point had to forceably carry me to another room and force me to drink a potion because I wouldn't sleep. "She had to clam herself down because just thinking of Alexander in that state. Then he went on to talk about, yes how the person who still did this was out there and how the way this world ran if people just went along with the rule then life would be so much easier and she did agree with him on that. He had a point too many people higher up were just into themselves and not paying attention to their world and what was going on around them. And if people become too complacent then they become lazy and if they become lazy that is when things happen bad things. She sat back in her chair and took a sip of her iced tea and it felt good going down. Yes eating out in public like this did present a problem and that being how did she know people would not try something.
"I know love is not just a word with a meaning. It is something that is strong with many meanings and many components. To love someone there has to be a lot of different things there, sometimes there are problems but the strong can work through it". Alistrina said to him as she was was paying attention to each and every one of her husband's concerns as they were hers as well. She worried about the wedding and the uprising and mess of the fall of Draton and all those prisoners that escape, something had to be done about it. "So do we even know how many prisoner escaped and how many of them were caught and I hope punished. I think stricter regiment and training need to be in place for those now in charge of the new prison.I do worry when I step out of the palace or when there is a knock at the back door of the store. I worry about you and your father and our whole family because they could go after those close to you to get to you." Alistrina's worries were really less about herself and more about her husband and father and brother in law and of course little Ashton. "Are you sure I wouldn't mind taking care of your schedule as well. I must meet with your secretary because a lot of these invites would like both of us to attend and I feel as we appear together in public it lets the people know everything is alright. Oh yes my schedule is very full and I like it that way. I am getting together with a few very important Noble ladies to talk about the charity which I do want to name after your mother if that's alright? I am working my way through the new invites and also dealing with ones I messed up with". She was doing damage control and from the looks of things Alistrina was handling it very well.
This conversation was taking so many twists and turns it could give a person whiplash. But they had so much to still work through some of it good some of it bad.He was right things that had happened cant be changed they just had to deal with it and move on. I have heard of those mannequins and that is a good idea they will show off the clothing well.As she sat back he started to tell a story about saving girl back at Hogwarts from the black lake and how of all people it was Troy's sister. Then he mentioned an herbalist and she started to put things together that this sister must be the one helping her husband heal. I am glad they found someone with a treatment that could help you and that was so very nice of you to have saved her. She was trying to not let her mind wander on where this was going. Alistrina was concerned when he said the cure made him feel horrible for hours afterwards. She sat there playing with her wedding ring as he talked she did not react when he said "off in her own little world"it wasn't like she was on vacation and just as she took a sip of tea he said something that made her start to choke Alexander said he had an indiscretion in laymen terms he just admitted to cheating on her.
Alistrina was coughing as she patted her chest and wiped her mouth with a napkin. How on earth does a woman handle hearing that but things were about to get worse. Then as he spoke on she could feel her heart tearing in to a thousand little pieces when he said he did not regret it meaning he was not sorry he slept with another woman he wasn't sorry he broke their vows. She was about to say something when the waitress came and took there order then she left.She wanted to speak but couldn't this was such a shock to her. The he said something that was like being hit in the chest with a curse and thrown through a wall he had a baby with this woman. She brought her hand up to her mouth and closed her eyes , as she felt her eyes welling up with tears but she was refusing to let the, fall, she did not want to draw attention to them".I don't know where to begin my mind is racing and all I can feel is the pain of my heart breaking.All I ever wanted was to have your children to give you that son to name after you. And for years you told me no, saying a child is too easy of a target. So you step outside of our marriage and do this, let another woman have your child."Alistrina said as she took in and let our a few calming breaths she had to keep clam not over react they were in public after all.
She watched as he removed his locket and she leaned up to look at the two pictures as she smiled, more for the picture of Ashton and she nodded and looked back up at him." I appreciate you being honest with me so I thank you for that. He is a lovely child Alexander so congrats on that. Now I know the answer to one thing and I get to watch a dream die. I know this is partly my fault for what happened with my issue I wasn't there for you so you went someplace else." Alsitrina said to him as they were in public so she could not lash out she could not yell and Alistrina was being a lady and staying calm. On the inside she was screaming her head off.She was scared to know where this was going would he leave her for this other woman? "He has your eyes , again adorable baby.Now I know where you are sometimes when you don't come home and Alexander I would never want to keep you from your son. "She explained. The waitress came out to them and set their plates down in front of them and left Alistrina picked up her fork and poked at her fish and then look back at Alexander. "Will you be coming home tonight? I would like to spend sometime just the two of us.I do promise no yelling no fits. That was all she could muster to say at the moment"She told her husband. Inside her heart was breaking , it felt like someone was ripping it right out of her chest. She did have more to say but this was not the time or the place. She was having lunch with her husband it was a place she wanted to be with a person she wanted to be with despite what he just told her. Her eyes went down and looked at her wedding and engagement ring on her finger, her hand laid there flat on the table as she wondered what will happen now.